road to UK

see..just now i was doing some search,babling with pakcik google(according to my fwen's nickname.haha)
and...i couldn't figure out why,i typed "UNIVERSITY OF PHARMACY IN UK"
so wo wo~~ umm..it came out ,tada ! a list of uni in UK that offers that course ,
till now,im still doubting myself whether i can go on with that ambition that was too ambitious maybe?=.=
mama once said to me when i was kid, "org yg keje doktor or buat2 ubat tu,keje dia,baca buku je hari2 non stop "
okayyy mum that scared me until now.
I still couldnt get my fcus in studies ,even until now.It was just too hard,
I played a lot,wasting my time like hell ,and then,so sudden,wanna b a PHARMACIST ? =.=
Din get that as a weird thing eh?
There's no pemalas,became a pharmacist nor a doctor. But i was so damnedly interested in doing medcine,idk why .HAHA.but what if,i get bored with that career one day?
Or worse,i regretted at my mid of studies?After spending thousands ringgit ,time,and whatsoever?
But,as my fabulous friends said, "If u think u are into it,then just go for it.Positive dude"
So yeaa..now,i think ,i am ready ..and Hell yeaaaa,,,I am heading overseas(somewhere UK preferable)in next 2years maybe?IN-SYA-ALLAH~ If GOD will me,I'll do my best ,study as hard as possible and will try my best to limit my time spent on benda lagha :)
Here mama,i present u,the new Athira, a PHARMACIST that gonna give u a good life,an abroad grad <3

#assume that u saw my face there.HAHA

aura hitam

wokeyhh everybody..satu persoalan dari diriku yg tulus ikhlas ini :
aku ada aura gelap mengelilingi?like sewiousssly ? O.o
pfft .semua org ckp.TT semua disini membawa maksud..org2 yg newly-met.
situation :
-oh hye
-yeah hye..blablabla
-(babble2)
-eh ,tira kau nih menakodkan la.haha
-=.=
sob sedihh...apa salah aku.aku tak mintak dijadikan sebegini (okay tra stop it! )
actually kisahnya...
it wasnt me yang menyombong ta tentu hala~
btw aku tak rasa aku sombong pon.muka aku kot yg buat peranan tuh.haha tah ,nk wat cena kan..
pastu ,bila strangers ada keliling aku..aku nk buat apa?aku usha jela.tgok lama2.actually aku tak piker apa pun time melihat or menatap org2 stangers tu.dlm fikiran aku.kosong~kosong~
saja,mata memandang...smbil kadang2 piker ,"ta knai pon budak ni"
pastu,aku akan mengalih pandangn ke arah lain .ketika mengalih pandangn ,org yg dipandang tadi ,terasa yang aku jeling mereka.entah la mengapa.=.= aishhh.takan la lepas dh usha panas org nk senyum pulak?actually aku suka bila aku usha strangers tu..pastu org tu mula la tersipu2..mula2 dia pandang lagi...dh lama2 last2 dia yg tgk tempat lain.time tu aku rasa "YEAH!! AKU MENANG! " yeah like wateheyy dgn aku kan?haha tapi ia mcm satu kepuasan bila aku berjaya buat org tu rasa bersalah dan tak sedap duduk.(psst bukan aku suka kau ok bila aq usha kau )
pastu ,aku jenis open.aku rasa nk wat gila,aku wat la.aku rasa nk kacau budak2 laki ,aku kacau la .aku rasa nk wat tquk,aku wat la .maybe ,jarang jumpak pompuan mcm ni ..so,tu pasal mereka takut =.= humpphh
Yeaa admitted ,yang laki seniri pon ,misti mrh kan bila aku wat cemtu kat org .dia mesti nak bini dia dok diam2 ,jgn kacau org,jgn wat dia jelez (eventhough dia jelez dia takkan gitawu,aku taw.wek)
Harus diakui..bila pompuan baik dgn lelaki ,mesti lelaki tu rasa pompuan tu suka kat dia .lelaki kan jenis cepat syiok seniri sikit n terlalu positive-minded .haishhh..haha susa sungguh golongan ini but hey~ takan la aku nak suka kat kamu bila kamu tu ada bini ,aku ni ada laki ?(aku baik ok.pfft prasan.wth.haha)
hmm tapi tula,tujuan sebenar aku post menatang nih,nk ckp yg org ckp aku ada aura gelap and ada certain2 budak yg agak takod dgn aku(mereka mengaku dekat aku.HAHA *gelak jahat)
Tapi okay la kan.orang menakodkan are meant to be together with org yg menakodkan jugak <3

apa riwayat akhir blog ni

aq terpiker.smpi bila blog aq nk jdi mcm ni?xbg manfaat kat org pon =.=
blog HS ,dh tuka ,dr mrepek2..jadi dakwah medium..
tapi dy byk follower ,berpatutan lha pun kan..huu ,
biarlah ,lain org len cara ,blog aku=diari aku
instead of expressing feeling kat wall fb ,pastu org like2(showing like the whole world know wht u felt),sometimes memalukan certain party ,bek sembang n beletiaqq sorang2 kat blog.senang.haha